It’s definitely an odd feeling to be blogging at uni before a 90 minute tutorial on business processes. I can’t help but feel a little paranoid that people are walking past the computer I’m sitting at, tapping away at the keyboard – talking about nothing in particular at all.
I just feel like talking about something that was brought to my attention last night as I was slaving away at one of the two assignments I have due next Monday. I don’t know how to put it without sounding like a prude, but screw what other people think, right?
So basically someone I once considered a good friend mentioned that she may have feelings for somebody I used to know (like knew for a long time). Regardless of who this somebody is, I can’t help but feel a little unaccepting of the circumstances of how they started/are starting. It’s not because I feel like my friend(lets call them person X) shouldn’t go where I’ve been, but it’s because they’ve found out enough about person Y(the other person) through me and that should be enough for X to reconsider what the fuck is going on in their head.
So the bottom line is, I don’t want to have anything to do with this friend anymore because if they had the ‘courtesy’ to ask me if it was okay, they should already have an idea in their head that it’s taboo… unconventional. So basically, jeopardising your friendship with a best friend for some dude that hasn’t meant much to you isn’t ‘right’.
And to that, I shall conclude that people are fucked up.
Now off I go, to try and do more of my stupid assignment so I can go to the gym at 6PM to take my mind off all this bullshit. I’d go now, but I feel a little sick.